It's been a while.

"My beds so cold, so lonely. No arms, just sheets to hold me. Has this world stopped turning? Are we forever to be apart?"

Hearts Burst Into Fire- Bullet For My Valentine

Hello there,

It's been too long since I have written a blog. I don't know what to talk about but I felt like I needed to keep people posted on my otherwise eventless life....

To start, since I have been back I have been rather depressed (doesn't help I have not been taken my pills...) I feel rather lonely for one simple reason: I didn't get proper goodbyes from hardly anybody. Plans were made to hang out one last time and I either was not invited (even though I was the night before..) or something came up and I could not see them. So I basically just got up and left to not be seen again until the end of May. But I feel empty... I made amends to some old friendships and some new friendships and guess what? I am still being judged for it. I don't give a fuck if you don't like it. I don't tell you that your friends suck so shut up about mine. I am allowed to have other friends besides you.

Anyway, I have started to sketch/draw in my free time. I am getting better with a little practice. You can see my drawings on Facebook if you haven't already. I want to learn how to paint but Jesus Christ the supplies are fucking expensive. Whatever.

Classes are going well so far. English class is basically the same people as my last semester class. Political Science is actually kind of interesting. It's basically government with a bit of history which I like. Popular Music is my favorite because the instructor is funny. I sit up front so I can stretch out my knee (which still isn't healed btw...) and he picks on me a lot. He asked me if I was gay today and I told him, " I am French-Canadian, I like musicals, and I am a theatre major but I can assure you, sir, I like the ladies and they like me back." My Physics of Sound is rather interesting too because the professor makes it fun. We basically talked about how Chewbacca could not growl in space because sound can not travel in space. Interesting...

Anyway, I have not been myself lately. I can't tell why. I am lonely. I am depressed. I am stressed. I am physically fucked. Ugh..... If you cared enough to read this, sorry it's rather ranty...